the benefits of an unread blog
So, facebook is the death of this blog…but there’s one thing jamileigh.com has that facebook doesn’t. After a few years of barely posting there’s very few people still reading. So if for some insane reason I feel like telling the unknown cyber world that I had a pretty cruddy day today and that I’m tired of being the one that acts like it’s all ok all the time then I can say it with out my 100 facebook friends analyzing and assuming. Of course I could just not say anything at all, I guess if you’ve spent 5 yrs spewing your thoughts on line you get kinda used to it. So there you go, while I always say it’s all gonna be ok, I’m not so sure it always is. Sometimes things get broken. Sometimes we can’t fix them. God can, problem is people don’t always let him.

I read this as “Sometimes people get broken. Sometimes we can’t fix them. God can, problem is people don’t always let him.” I often wonder if my brother is beyond repair. I know that God can fix him, but I don’t know if He ever will. I don’t know if Jason’s too messed up to even know how to ask Him to. I know too well with him that things just aren’t ok…they don’t work out in the end.
Oh my sisters. I’m sorry about all the broken things and hurting people in your lives. Praying.